Today

Today is the day you are living right now. No matter where you are. Under the night stars, under the sun, under your cold room with your sorrow, or above the skies dreaming about your loved ones this is the present and you have to remember it every time if you want to live the moment.

Today is good and today is bad. Today I have everything and I might lose some things, or maybe I lost them a long time ago, but that doesn't matter anymore. Today I have been given another chance and I'm going to take it. It's my right to live now. It's your right to change what do you believe that expects you.

The decisions I know there are a lot. And it's hard to go one road when you know you can't go back, but that's life. And maybe, just maybe, at some turning point you can go back. But no. The past is a trap that wants you to live with the same mistakes. I make not make much sense to you right now, but one day, if not today, you will understand... I will understand. 

There were two times I talked about today. Once it happened when I felt free and I knew I could go on wherever I wanted. It was time to take another decision. And some time later I did. And it was the good decision. And the second time, it's today and maybe the only time because this is the present. I'm not sure if I want to be free again or if I don't feel it, but I know I don't want to miss things. I don't want to be that person who regrets not doing what I want.

Maybe, in another life, our lives would've been different. But we are here now and we should this life so we can discover later the others. Thank you, Universe, for today!

Turning point

If I were to tell you the truth, it would be a sad story. It would be the aspect of life when you have to wake up to reality. The moment when you realize how fragile can be destiny. How many people care and how many more don't. If I were to tell you how much it hurts that you can't turn back time and make a different decision then, and not now when it's too late. Someone said "better later, then never". And yeah, it's better, but where do we find so much power to start over again?

Where is the candle that never stops burning? Where is the image of the future you, the you that has won the battle? Let me answer this question. He's in the future. Yeah, may sound foolish, but you are living now. Actually you are avoiding living now. This moment is the one that you're missing. How can you move further if you're stuck on today? Today will become yesterday. And so many yesterdays that follow you that make you live either in the past, either in the future. Where is your present?

If we were to think about others' problems we'd say "how easy is to solve that", and may be right but that person doesn't see it as we don't see our solution in front of our eyes. There is the answer and it's in desperate need to be found.

You know what's the most impossible wish? To have never been born, this is the definition of the impossible. The rest are details.