The war with yourself

 

You want to do something, to achieve a goal, to start a new activity, whatever. You make a plan about you should do for your change. On the first everything goes smoothly, but then the next days, you don't have that much ambition and you feel like you want to give up. 

Well, as much as I hate to say it: you're your own enemy. You're fighting between the part that says "come on, get up, do that now" and the part that says "why should you change anything?you'll feel better if you don't do anything". You seriously need to do something about the second part.

Changes are good, but you need to be receptive to the idea that in the beginning is going to be hard to make that change become a habit. What you need is a specific plan among some things that you should remember. First of all, when you want let's say to start tomorrow learning at biology(for example), well you prepare your pen, pencil, you set your alarm clock at the desired hour, you take an empty notebook and you prepare your books. You don't just say "I'll learn starting tomorrow" because that's vague and as you know already: you won't do anything. You'll just watch movies or play games, whatever you're doing in your free time. Secondly, you have to remember that the beginning isn't easy, you need to fight the you that doesn't want to get out of his comfort zone. Think about the final result. Think that if you want to get there you need to put a little effort in what you're doing now. 

The war with yourself doesn't begin and doesn't stop here. It's another problem when you're feeling depressed. That slows you down in everything you do, no matter if you want to have fun or to read a book. Don't be too hard on yourself if you're not feeling well. Everyone has there ups and downs. The big difference is between the ones who want to do something about it and the ones who don't. Listen to a song. Call a friend that makes funny jokes and makes you feel better. Do something you like until you feel better. Don't say it's impossible, because if you want it, everything good can be possible. 

The biggest enemy in your life is you, and maybe you're sick of hearing this, but accepting this truth is the key to understand how can the good part in you win. Knowing yourself is the best weapon. And don't forget that your attitude counts, so if you want to live at your full potential accept change and don't think low on yourself because that will only slow you down.

I know I haven't been discussing this until now, but it seemed a good subject, as it covers many problems with ourselves. Reaching perfection is a foolish thought, but reaching what you really want is the perfect reality.

Music subliminal messages

Just saw some random YouTube video about commercial music, and their subliminal messages. There are a lot of lyrics about Illuminati and dark cults and the devil of course. It's kind of worrying, not because we'll be some robots and let others think for ourselves (I hope so at least), but because I don't like listening to messages that have no meaning in any song. 

Anyway, there are things we don't know what they mean, and that's best. But I'm afraid for our subconsciousness, because it's quite fragile. If you listen to commercial music, be careful because the strange messages maybe you won't understand but those messages about sadness definitely will have an effect. I'm not going to give examples of any music, because it's your choice if you want to look into it, or be ignorant and listen to what you listen. Anyway, if you're listening to let's say unknown bands, there's a less chance you'll find subliminal messages, because they're not looking for fame in a weird way. 

We're used to subliminal messages on advertisements, we don't need them in our music too. 

"Maybe if you and I had met first"

 

 The Vampire Diaries' finale was pretty unexpected. I'll offer spoilers, so if you haven't seen it yet, better not read this post.

So, finally Elena made the choice. Of course, now things are changing, but she still chose Stefan.
"Maybe if you and I had met first" - well, sweetheart, you did met Damon before Stefan, after all. Now she's going to be the drama queen that just became a vampire. Julie Plec says she's going to transform (that was obvious anyway), and thank the writers and God, Klaus isn't dead! It's not that every vampire would've died, but come on, we all fell in love with Elijah-Klaus-Kol, besides the Salvatore brothers.

So now we have even more triangles. Until now it was Damon-Elena-Stefan, then we had Bonnie-Jeremy-Anna. The story went on with Tyler-Caroline-Klaus. Looks like we all fell in love with Klaus (I didn't even accuse him of trying to kill Elena, when he found out that she was connected to the bloody psycho Alaric). Looks like Tyler is losing territory. Yeah, he's hot, and he's been through a lot with Caroline, but the story is already old and boring. Klaus is the old hundred years bad guy with style.
"Perhaps one day, in a year or even in a century, you'll turn up at my door and let me show what the world has to offer." - these are wise words said by Klaus, of course, to Caroline may come true sooner or later.

Almost every one of them has a good heart inside. Damon was the first that showed us, then were other whom we forgiven along the series. Now the only problem that remains is either the series will be worth watching, or because Elena is a vampire now, things are going to change, and the story won't have the same effect, but I doubt that, because of the script writers, and of course our favorite characters that impressed us until now.

So we'll wait season 4, with the same impatience like we waited for season 3, last summer. Now, I'd like to be a little harsh and say that Elena really deserved to die. All these seasons she kept us in the dark considering her decision of choosing between Damon and Stefan. She always was the most protected one. Everybody else just had to die so she could be saved. In 14th episode, she says to Damon that he cares too much. We were all angry how could she have said such words, but looking now at the end of the season, she was right. And not only Damon cares too much, but Stefan, too. And this is kind of sad, because she doesn't deserve it anymore. She says that they don't let her decide, but she's always making her decisions despite anyone's opinions. And if only the guys would care about her, that would be fine. But Caroline, Bonnie - they love her too. It's just too much. She doesn't deserve it anymore.

Ever met happiness?

 

Sadly, there are people who don't know how to live. They don't appreciate the little things in their lives, they don't understand the essence of happiness. Dreams are the most beautiful things on earth. And a dream that comes to life it's pure paradise.

I invite you to enjoy the deepest joy in your heart. Don't ask me to tell you what could that be, because you're the only one who truly knows. Reach for your dreams like you would've already achieved them. It's so simple to be happy. Why refuse the best offer that the world has for you? And don't say that now things aren't going so smoothly, because this is just the beginning of the changes that are going to happen. You feel at your best when you reach the light at the end of the tunnel, but why not see the light now? Why don't you look in front of you and see the good things that await to be taken. 

Life it's easy if you believe it. Life has a lot to offer and we are only a part of it. Imagine how it feels when it's complete. Take a little time for yourself and imagine perfection. How good does it feel perfection(the way you understand it)? Don't think that you don't deserve it. You deserve the best, trust me, but only if you want it. 

If you haven't seen it, I recommend you the movie "The Secret". It's a documentary about positive thinking, and not just that, it's the explanation of why people are successful and how good things come into our lives. Of course, you have to make a little effort to think about the things that you like, that's the key, to concentrate on what you want, not on what you hate.

Perfection

First of all, happy Easter to all, wherever you're from!




What if I ever tell you I discovered perfection? Would you believe me? Would you say it's just another beautiful lie? But what if I had proof? What if I were to say that your life is perfect?

Today is raining and you wanted to go out with your friends. Another lost day, you may think. But, you really want to feel the wind and the outside world. You get the umbrella and go with your best friend. The rain stops slowly and you're so happy. You begin to take pictures of the kind of sad nature and you feel so filled with life! Convinced the sun will rise once again, you take a long walk with your friend. After a half an hour suddenly begins to rain heavily. Your umbrella doesn't serve you anymore, and you're like *poker face*. Your friend starts laughing as the rain pours from the sky like a mad river and you both start running back home and you think in your mind: another wonderful day. Yes, I agree, this is perfection.

Today you need to go to school. You have no interest in that. It was hard to wake up early in the morning and you're almost sleeping at your first class. A random person sends you a random message telling you that he hid the body and what should he do now. You know this joke for quite a time and it just bores you more. You decide yet to reply and you tell this person that the plan is perfect and he can go home and rest, considering the fact you can't. Oh, such pessimism! Finally, the bell rings and you're happy to relax a bit. You decide to go out with your friends, but when you're on the hall you trip over some old books and you fall. Everyone starts laughing and you're like *Oh, no! God, tell me this didn't happen*. And as you are in your agony, your crush comes and gives you a hand. He/She is laughing too, of course, but in a sweet way that makes you blush and feel even more embarrassed. But, the whole day is enlightened by his/her touch. And even you find the courage to get out from the classroom. Hey, stranger, this was a perfect day!

This is kind of personal. Today, like in the most past days you're obsessed with your favorite band. They will soon release a new album and you simply can't wait. You begin to make a collage with their pictures which kind of takes you more than an hour. You listen to their old songs, to the ones that captivated you from the start, to the ones that didn't, you begin to like things you didn't like about them. You decide you don't have enough pictures so you start searching. Suddenly an idea gets you and you discover the songs of their album earlier!!!! You're like *Brb. I'm going to faint....... Ok, I'm good now*. This was one of my perfect days. I hope it will be yours too, when you find something you really fancy.

P.S.  As you may have listened to the song, and actually heard the lyrics, you should now that you don't need to be saved by nobody. You have enough power to overcome a lot of things. I'm not saying don't ask for help, but don't expect anyone to go through your problems in your place. You are powerful enough to do that on your own. And if someone disappoints you, don't expect them to come back. Even if they do, they probably don't deserve your forgiveness. (I'm talking here about extreme cases, so please don't over-think this.) And if you disappoint, and you want to be saved, remember that you need first to stand up on your own to make the other person see that you actually improved and are ready for a new chapter. I won't say more, because I'm entering in another territory.

Wish you a perfect day, in the way that you understand perfection!

Music is my soul

"I don't know you... but it's alright..." *singing*






You, like almost people in the world have a band or a singer that you like their songs so much you could listen forever to them and never get bored. You know that feeling when you're listening to their new album or single, that feeling of joy and euphoria and fury because you want more and more songs from them.

My favorite band is The Ramus. They're from Finland and I've got to admit that northern bands have something unique in their music. I'm not saying other don't have, but there's a high chance of finding a special band from the North. 

It happens at night when I can't sleep, when I can't stop thinking about the next day or other things to want music. And with the right songs I fall asleep in a few minutes. I hate that I never remember what was the last song I listened to. Anyway, from the millions of songs, I know I'm waiting for some that are special.

And when I have nothing to do, I can't find myself, or I don't know what to write about I know that music will always get me on the right track. And I have a strong connection with the sounds and when I find my soul in the lyrics then I really like that song! 

Because I can't help it I'm going to link to The Rasmus' latest hit: I'm a mess. Their newest album is going to be released on 18 April. OMG! Just 5 more days and I can't wait!

Now, ignoring my obsession for this band, I'm going to post a song I discovered recently. She's the favorite singer of Lauri Ylonen, lead singer of The Rasmus, but don't mind me. I don't like her because she's his favorite, but because this song in particular gives me an interesting feeling.









The lyrics are written by Bjork and I'm glad that someone finally agrees with me: " I have seen water, it's water, that's all..." It's not like I wouldn't want to see Niagara Falls, but I hate to know the names of a thousand rivers at geography. Come on, it's just water! Anyway I don't fancy the song because of this part but it has something cosmic, a feeling of peace, but of sadness, a feeling of knowing it all and yet knowing nothing. 

Love is the answer

Behind every smile is love. Whether it is love for a friend, lover, family, for a laughter, for a desire, it is love! And is everywhere we go. Even if we're talking about a devilish sexy smile, it's still love (maybe for the dark, for the wicked, for the devil, BUT LOVE). 

My question and yours have one single answer: love. We're both hoping for a dream to come true. We're both awaiting day by day for wonders to enter our lives. And they will, eventually, when we'll be ready to truly believe, when we would be able to accept the truth behind all the masks, when we can take that much happiness. You may be impatient as I am, but we know the most important secret: it's going to happen, it will soon be true. No more dreaming in our minds, it will become as real as you and I are. 

Nothing is impossible. My faith is eternal. I do believe in the one dream that will make me happy. And I hope that you also have a dream and eventually it will make us happy. This time, I know the end of the story: it's just a beginning of another beautiful story that will materialize into this world in the moment I will blindly believe.

There are no more questions left to ask, because love was the answer to all of them and I hope that love will take us on the right path. I am smiling now, because I know you'll be smiling too when you'll completely understand.