In love with Lucifer

 

Have you ever been in love with the devil? Even if he looks just like a normal boy with the face of an angel, we all know when the devil has taken control over our lives. "In love with Lucifer" is a horror romance story I'm writing on a website called wattpad.com. I want to make a summary of the story here, because this is very important for me.
The main characters are Helen Whitakers, Lucifer(how could he not be here?) and Melissa Oakley - Helen's friend. That's until now. In the future I may add some more.

First of all, here's the link to the story if you want to read it: In love with Lucifer (it will open in a new window). If you are using mobile here's the code for the story on wattpad: 24883614 (here's the link to the mobile version of the website: m.wattpad.com ). My username on wattpad is: MixSalvatore (I have some stories in Romanian if you are interested).

Helen is a highschool girl who never fell in love. She likes boys, but just not enough. One day she dreams of a handsome man that rescues her. When she looks at his face she discovers he is as beautiful as evil one can be. She's not sure if he's an angel or a demon, but he tells her he is her angel actually. She doesn't want to believe, but when she wakes up from this dream she is confused and starts searching information about the devil. Soon they will meet again, in reality this time. He says he is trying to save her (at a party), but in her mind only damage has been done. 

Melissa has been her best friend for a few years and she is not aware of Helen's encounters with the supernatural. For her, life is simple and dramatic only in the thoughts of boys, highschool and family. Other secrets will lie in her closet too, but more on that later.

Helen's family is not an ordinary family. They also have a lot to hide. Her father will give her a clue on the things, but that raises just more questions than answers in Helen's mind. Lucifer wants her, she claims she hates him and for some time her life is going in the difficult ways because of her connections with the devil. She will find out about a group "The Fallen" who want revenge against Lucifer, and of course, against her. 

She is Helen in my vision.

This story takes place on Earth, Hell, Heaven and a supposed Paradise. You will find out more on the on-going chapters. I am currently at Chapter 4: Insidious Places . If you want to be updated with the new chapters that are coming you can follow me on twitter: @blachshadowangel. 

Dreams

 

I can change destinies. I can be God. I can answer all their questions, I can be the Devil, I can be everything and nothing at the same time. That's what does a writer. That feeling, that power is amazing. Too sad in real life doesn't go like that. Too bad I'm just a character in the play of life. Having no control sometimes is hard.

Stories always helped me go on, because I would write about something exciting, impossible and yet a solution out of everything comes at the end of the story. It's hard to deal with reality, but combined with imagination and dreaming you get a great mix. There was this night when I thought I knew everything. I have been having questions for a long time, too many questions I'd say... and suddenly I got all the answers I needed. I was God for a few hours.

I said then that dreams are really coming true when the stars light the sky. The detail that I missed was that the stars that we see are already dead. So, what we see on the big sky at night are just some colored dead space material. So are dreams sometimes; dead for a long time... It's us that refuse to see it, it's me that says things are better later than never. And maybe they are, or I just saw another star...

Vampire Diaries Season 3 - Opinions

Despite the fact I cried almost at all the episodes from this season I will cry at the end too, as Elena promised us a tragic ending.

I am displeased with the series. I wanted more episodes. I need at leas two for week to survive. I love their life. Although it's tough and there are a lot of sacrifices to be made, it's very interesting. This break they had for an entire month almost got me killed. And I don't expect the episode that's coming, because it's about the past. The past stays in the past, I want to know what will Elena and Damon do in the future.

We all got the point Damon was a bad boy for a long time, and Stefan had the ripper soul for a time too, but now I want to meet with their present life. I want to know how the tension between Elena and Damon will get, I need the consequences for their first real kiss!!!! And I need them to be close to reality, because as we all noticed there's a strong chemistry between her and the Prince of Darkness. 

Stefan is cool when he is bad, but if he becomes good again and will be with Elena, AGAIN, god that will be boring as hell (expect for the part that hell is not boring, but let's suppose it is). Their relationship is uninteresting because Stefan doesn't do anything. He just loves her and saves her. Damon's got charm and I like his spirit of adventure. Stefan is just numb, like a broken statue that sometimes moves mechanically. This season he had a better image though.

At first, I didn't like him, but how could I resist such a bad boy that loves and hates his family at the same time, that would kill everyone and yet you wouldn't know if he'd cry after or not. It's about Klaus. His personality convinced me he can make a good appearance for the story. His love for Caroline is also interesting. Until now we all liked Tyler for her, but now I'm starting to have doubts. They make such a hot love triangle! I love vampires with power, and Klaus got a lot! Although he becomes kind of soft lately, showing his human side, shows us that no vampire, not even Damon can resist the human's emotions and character. 

His brother, Elijah is a good friend for everyone. He looks like he has a stone instead of a head, but his emotions and thinking shows us he is not stupid. And here's a strong point for him: he's not a fool, like Klaus who didn't have any ideas about his mother's plans. Elijah suspected in his own way that things are not in a good place. I suppose he will eventually fade away, and in season 4 will be again with the main characters, without the originals. Maybe Klaus will stick around. 

Now, moving further, who I think would've had a great appearance is Kol. Although he has few lines to say, I can see that strong personality and stubbornness behind those wild eyes. He likes to have fun, and a lot! Like Damon used to. I believe he would make a strong rival. But looks like he seems without much power in the series although he is an original.

Rebekah is my favorite blonde! Caroline's sweet too, but Rebekah's bad, sexy, stubborn and sometimes it feels like she doesn't have a conscience. I like the wildness in her heart and this powerful will of having her family around and killing Elena, who let's face it: she is responsible for everything bad that is happening. But I will forgive her because she's beautiful and has a strong charming connection with Damon. Rebekah has some link with Damon, too, but in a way that doesn't involve serious relationships, thank god.

I know I talked a lot about the originals, but there is nothing interesting here despite them and well the bond between Elena and Damon. I'm not waiting for the finale, because I don't want it to end. It's too good to wait another summer for just an episode a week. I need MORE.

Here's an interesting link to a very good Delena story. It's not made by me, but if you like them, you'll fall in love with this little part of the unknown love of Elena and Damon.
http://ladysybilla.com/official-blog/tag/ian-somerhalder/  - Enjoy

Wanting the impossible

It's not about love, it's not about envy, not even about hatred, it's all just about wanting one cannot have, the impossible. It attracts you to the dark side, to doing immoral things, who knows...


You find yourself today saying that you have everything you want, but still, you want more. You're curious why? First, because it's exciting, second because it's challenging, and third because, well, you don't have something and wouldn't be such a bad idea to have it. 


The impossible wants you to have it so badly, why refuse the opportunity, the fight of having it all, of reaching perfection? But we both know that there is no such thing as perfection. Want to seek for it? Be my guest, but do not say you were not warned that it's an interminable road with no destination. Has anyone achieved the perfect life? If so, I'd like to know that story.


Dreams... what are dreams for? They help you set goals, but after you achieved those, you will dream more. And those dreams are deceiving, they make you believe you have to fight for them, but if you do, you'll lose it all. Let me give you an example so you can understand better what I'm saying. Let's say you have a successful career. You're an architect, but you've discovered recently that writing is one of your hidden talents. You start writing novels and give up your current job. No one acclaims you for your work pieces because there are a lot of people who write books and the society doesn't need you on this domain. You've just lost your perfect job because of a new dream, new desire. You need to separate these categories of dreams. 


It's your choice in the end, your risk, but time and life do not forgive.

A ghost story... or not just a story...

I have something in my mind. I never thought they exist... I never thought that haunted houses are for real... I never believed until I saw it. I saw them... You can choose to believe me, you can choose to believe is just another ghost story invented by some blogger with imagination... whatever you choose you don't need to find out the truth if you can't handle it. It's hard... trust me.


The story begins on a average day when me and my cousin wanted to see some ghosts. Actually we always wanted to see them but we never believed. I'm not afraid of the dark, I don't believe in supernatural even though all my stories are about supernatural... We heard from our friends about a house that's haunted. The house it is for selling over 2 years... and it has something strange, the air... the rooms... the shoes left at every entrance... And we went there at 7pm and we stayed an hour and we waited. It was still day and nothing appeared. We made our friends liars... and we went home.


But then another day... we wanted to go there again. It was calling us. It is always calling us. 4 ghosts... and the four of us.... It was like 8 pm when everything started. I want you to know there are many buildings... I was with a friend at the main rooms and we where like in the back or something... And there was another door, of course locked (not everything is locked although... but we couldn't enter in the main house anyway) and I approached... I heard a sound like the wind... but it wasn't wind... I heard like a man was I don't know... what he was saying and it was right beside me. I didn't run, I didn't scream. The sound lasted a few seconds and then silence again. I asked my friend "Did you hear that??" and he said "Yes. I heard it." The rest of us were out of the house on a fence.


One of them called me... and I didn't hear it. So I call my cousin to see what happened. I try twice and it says that she is not available and once it doesn't say anything the call just ends. I thought her battery was dead but then I find out that her phone was working perfectly.... I was scared from what I heard and I went for a walk with one of my friends. We waited until it was dark and we entered again... And we saw things I don't want to tell you because they may have been reflections from lights... only there were faces... a girl, her mother, her father.. and someone else... someone we don't remember but we do know that he is a man... We were scared we were terrified... but we didn't leave it was calling for us and it wanted more and more and we wanted more too. Or maybe they wanted us to want more... I don't want to know. 


The moon was on the sky... it wasn't a full moon but its light was pleasant. We were staying on some stairs and in front of us was another building with like 2 rooms. And the door suddenly seemed open. My cousin told me to look from a different angle and the light of the moon was entering in the dark room like the door was for real open a little. I got amazed and we didn't scream. We didn't run but we didn't dare to look closer... to go there to see if it really was open.


The other noises that we heard I won't describe them because they just mean that there is something... well... someone. At 10pm we went home. It was enough. Actually it wasn't but I was staying at my cousin home and we had to go back. On the road we talked about the haunted house and we realized something. I did. I remembered again the light of the moon on the door... but there was a little problem. The moon was behind the house and that light couldn't have been from the moon. It was impossible. And I remember I said it so natural "It's nothing. It's just the light of the moon." And it seemed so natural... until I realized where was the moon actually. 


It still calls us... someway or another.