Words are beyond

 

You know when you have that feeling that you have to do something really big. When the moment calls you and only you. I may confuse you right now, but you have to admit there are so many great moments there when words are beyond understanding. They are so unnecessary that by talking you are ruining your own dream. 

It happens sometimes to find happiness. And it happens then to find difficulty. But "in the middle of difficulty lies opportunity" (Albert Einstein); I know he's a physician and mathematician and you probably hate both subjects, but he was right. When you are alone and sad you wake up in the morning you never expected and receive a big opportunity. There are various situations which differ and I'm sure most of you say I'm not right, but someday you will see what I see almost everyday: light besides the shadows.

Words are necessary though and when discovering a person they are beyond everything else. Sometimes one word explains it all: the love, the pain, the suffering, the rain, the sun, the happiness, the lies, the truth, the sacrifices, the cowardliness... And I put your words before everything else. It's a difficult task, but I suppose you are ready for it.

Paralyzing the mind

 

You have your mind set on your goal. The only image that lies behind the stage is making you numb. Without moving, without making a sound you crawl into darkness to search just for light. As you lose yourself deeper you believe you've found it: the dream, the light, the end of the tunnel, but it's another illusion that will make you feel more nervous.

I am paralyzing the mind with poisonous thoughts. The horror of losing what I never had is slowly taking control and it invades my dreams, my vision, my judgement, everything that one can think of. Is even making fake memories of the real ones. I am paralyzing the mind with pure evil and with some songs that awake a monster in the soul.

I am listening to evidence of the dead to fill the empty holes in my heart. They say to stop, to live the life I have and they lost and then they send unclear messages for me to try to understand and after I achieve my creepy goal, they stare into my mind directly like a disease that never leaves. I love the shadows, I love the feeling that makes me think I'm not alone in my mind.

You're still searching for light in the depth of darkness, you're still hoping to see the end of all the suffering, to find peace. But what made you think there is light in my mind? Get out; it's time to stop the disease from spreading.

Welcome to Hell

I'm not good at writing about good things. It's not because they're not happening in my life, but I just can't express my beautiful scenarios of the world. Maybe because the world isn't beautiful with humans in it. I guess that's why almost everyone goes to hell. They deserve it. 

My dear, friend, welcome to hell! Here you will find everything you need: lust for your body, suffering for your soul, broken hearts (enjoy that you're also allowed to break other hearts), mind numbing, and a lot of opportunities lost. Even though there are a few disadvantages, I'm sure you'll like it here very much. You know what makes me so sure? The hatred in your heart. You can't deny it. You can't deny your desire to make right in your life, even if that means stepping on other people.

Here, in this "paradise" no one condemns you. You are free! Finally free! What are you waiting for? Enjoy the dust you were made of! But wait! That's not everything. You also get to have wings. You can be beautiful, you can sleep all you want, you can have everything you desire. You just have to do a little thing for someone. You need to understand the devil, as he understands you when you're crying, when you're laughing. He knows your deepest secrets. It's time to know his. Yeah, I guess this is the hardest part, but will you fight?

You're still saying it's not worth fighting for? Then what is it worth? Who do you want to be? Yourself or somebody else? Do you want to have power or you want to be a nobody? You have to make a difference. But you can't, because you're just like everyone else: mean. And if you're still good, you won't be for long. Say I'm wrong. Say it with all your heart. 

... I still can't hear you.


... Not even now.


... Guess what? You've been accepted to hell! Go on and celebrate!

Darkness within

I think I discovered darkness. It has no face, but desire. It has no language at all, it's all in the deepest of your heart. It's no use to say "no", it's no use to say "yes" it simply stands there before you and it has no conscience. 


Darkness has no color, no end, no beginning. It doesn't embrace you, though. You embrace it with all your soul. You can chose this path, you can fool yourself it's not you who's deciding, but then, wouldn't you be a little childish? If it's not you who's making decision. who is then? Don't tell me it's God nor the Devil. Don't tell me it's your friend.


This darkness brings happiness and it fills your heart. I'm sure anyone experienced this at least one time in their lives. I guess it took me long enough to realize it's about dark, it took me long to figure it out I was the one who made the choices. It's like I would listen to my dark angel, not the one sent by God. And I want to let you know he doesn't want me to fail, he wants to see me up high with my dreams fulfilled. You may say I'm crazy, you may say I'm a satanist, but you know it's not true. You've experienced this before, even if not at the same intensity.


As I was saying, I discovered darkness, but I don't wish people to suffer. At least not all the people :) 






Happy Holidays!

Wanting the impossible

It's not about love, it's not about envy, not even about hatred, it's all just about wanting one cannot have, the impossible. It attracts you to the dark side, to doing immoral things, who knows...


You find yourself today saying that you have everything you want, but still, you want more. You're curious why? First, because it's exciting, second because it's challenging, and third because, well, you don't have something and wouldn't be such a bad idea to have it. 


The impossible wants you to have it so badly, why refuse the opportunity, the fight of having it all, of reaching perfection? But we both know that there is no such thing as perfection. Want to seek for it? Be my guest, but do not say you were not warned that it's an interminable road with no destination. Has anyone achieved the perfect life? If so, I'd like to know that story.


Dreams... what are dreams for? They help you set goals, but after you achieved those, you will dream more. And those dreams are deceiving, they make you believe you have to fight for them, but if you do, you'll lose it all. Let me give you an example so you can understand better what I'm saying. Let's say you have a successful career. You're an architect, but you've discovered recently that writing is one of your hidden talents. You start writing novels and give up your current job. No one acclaims you for your work pieces because there are a lot of people who write books and the society doesn't need you on this domain. You've just lost your perfect job because of a new dream, new desire. You need to separate these categories of dreams. 


It's your choice in the end, your risk, but time and life do not forgive.

Halloween

Of course I had to write something about this day. In my country is not celebrated and I'm sorry for that, because I think it's a way to escape routine.

A part of October and a part of November represent the month Heshvan in the Jewish calendar which has no religious holiday. It's the only month in the whole year with no religious holiday. Halloween is considered something dark, spooky and some say it's unorthodox, but I see it as a party, something fun, a way to do something different.

It is said that today it's the best day for communicating with spirits. The line that separates the living from the dead is very thin. I don't intend bringing some army of the dead, or zombies, I'm just curious about the unseen and unknown. I know, you're going to say that curiosity killed the cat, but the cat was curious about the dog, and well dogs hate cats in general, so the dog killed the cat, but we're not interested in that. I wonder what ghosts do in this very special day. Do they try to communicate with us? Can they have more power than usual? I guess there's not an official answer to that, but somewhere, someone knows these things. 

I'm sorry that I won't do anything special this Halloween, maybe watching a few horror movies, eating chocolate and making some spooky pictures. But I believe that in some part of this world, it doesn't matter where, if it's official or not, something really exciting will happen. Maybe people will see a ghost, maybe destinies will change and I'll wait to find out the mystery.

I'm not superstitious, I'm not a satanist, I'm christian and I believe in the supernatural. This world is huge and so complex, so it's not possible to have just normal things happening around it.

The last visit...

Ok, I have been again at that house. I know for sure there is something, I found out the story from someone. It's a horror story of course... and the house not only that's haunted but I found out that's cursed too. I don't want to talk about it. I don't want anymore.


It didn't happen something bad... just one thing that shocked us all. The front porch was open. It had a lock that was unlocked and no one came or left from there... and after we visited the house, some time later, after I also left my cousin's house the door was again locked.


It wanted us to go there. It didn't want us to jump the fence... we were their guests and they treated us well. I'm not disappointed in anything I did, but these are the last words. I'm not ever writing about that house. Its somebody else's story there and I don't have the right to tell like it would be my story. My only story is that I have been to a haunted house, and it was fun, scary and again fun, but where things get complicated I better back off. I'm leaving things like this. They deserve their privacy and I deserve mine. 


I wanted to share my experience... now it's over. Forever, or, until next year when I'll visit my cousin again *evil laugh*.

I have been again...

This house it really calls me.I returned to my cousin and I visited the house again. I couldn't sustain myself. I think me and a friend are the only ones who the phantom calls so desperately. My cousin entered just for a few seconds in the house. Well, actually in the yard because the house it's locked.


So skipping to the events.I just saw a shadow, a light gray shadow passing in my left side when I was taking pictures of a window.I don't know if it was my imagination, but I guess it wasn't because I just feel it was something. It's hard to explain why.Maybe I believe and I know I'm not crazy. I know because I wasn't the only one who knows there is something.


My friend saw a girl beside a window dressed in white with her white hair and he saw it twice.It is said that rarely two people see the same thing at the same time, so even if I didn't saw it I believe him. He was really scared. Last time he acted cool until he went there alone and saw a crying woman looking at him. From that moment he became more scared even than I was ever.


Earlier I said I took pictures... well, they're not very clear because it was almost dark, and I didn't had a professional camera, not even one with a led flash. I took them with my LG Cookie. Stupid phone. But we weren't talking about that. Maybe we are crazy and we saw things that aren't there.Here is the picture... And if you don't see it, in the second I've marked the spot...

You'll have to see full size. Hint: On the middle  window which I want to say it's  actually a replacement with wood.

I've modified the contrast maybe you can see it better...

I was wearing a cross and it was still day and I said "What if doesn't appear anything else if I'm wearing this?" and I took it off... I don't know if that was me thinking or it was something more. When I got home I saw that my necklace was tangled. It took me a lot of time to get it back to normal. It had two knots. We also heard noises from a building where my friend saw the girl. They were like someone was in the house and was doing something. I don't know how to explain. They were like lousy cracks, they were like two, and later on we heard another noise which was coming from the well. Oh, and some months ago the well hadn't water and now it had. We also heard noises from the attic. I say maybe they were mice but my friend is sure they weren't. I don't know what to believe, but there is definitely something! 

When we had to leave we had to pass by a window in which my friend saw the woman when he was alone. He suddenly became very scared and he said he didn't want to jump the fence from there, but I tried to convince him it's ok. When we got closer to the window he made a few steps backward and he was very scared. I said "Come on, nothing is going to happen. God will protect us." As soon as I said the word "god" he started moving forward. I had the courage to look at that window.and I didn't saw anything. I couldn't take a good look but it was nothing so far.

I wasn't as scared as I was the first time when I saw or heard something from the house, but I don't know why I wanted more. I still do.

A ghost story... or not just a story...

I have something in my mind. I never thought they exist... I never thought that haunted houses are for real... I never believed until I saw it. I saw them... You can choose to believe me, you can choose to believe is just another ghost story invented by some blogger with imagination... whatever you choose you don't need to find out the truth if you can't handle it. It's hard... trust me.


The story begins on a average day when me and my cousin wanted to see some ghosts. Actually we always wanted to see them but we never believed. I'm not afraid of the dark, I don't believe in supernatural even though all my stories are about supernatural... We heard from our friends about a house that's haunted. The house it is for selling over 2 years... and it has something strange, the air... the rooms... the shoes left at every entrance... And we went there at 7pm and we stayed an hour and we waited. It was still day and nothing appeared. We made our friends liars... and we went home.


But then another day... we wanted to go there again. It was calling us. It is always calling us. 4 ghosts... and the four of us.... It was like 8 pm when everything started. I want you to know there are many buildings... I was with a friend at the main rooms and we where like in the back or something... And there was another door, of course locked (not everything is locked although... but we couldn't enter in the main house anyway) and I approached... I heard a sound like the wind... but it wasn't wind... I heard like a man was I don't know... what he was saying and it was right beside me. I didn't run, I didn't scream. The sound lasted a few seconds and then silence again. I asked my friend "Did you hear that??" and he said "Yes. I heard it." The rest of us were out of the house on a fence.


One of them called me... and I didn't hear it. So I call my cousin to see what happened. I try twice and it says that she is not available and once it doesn't say anything the call just ends. I thought her battery was dead but then I find out that her phone was working perfectly.... I was scared from what I heard and I went for a walk with one of my friends. We waited until it was dark and we entered again... And we saw things I don't want to tell you because they may have been reflections from lights... only there were faces... a girl, her mother, her father.. and someone else... someone we don't remember but we do know that he is a man... We were scared we were terrified... but we didn't leave it was calling for us and it wanted more and more and we wanted more too. Or maybe they wanted us to want more... I don't want to know. 


The moon was on the sky... it wasn't a full moon but its light was pleasant. We were staying on some stairs and in front of us was another building with like 2 rooms. And the door suddenly seemed open. My cousin told me to look from a different angle and the light of the moon was entering in the dark room like the door was for real open a little. I got amazed and we didn't scream. We didn't run but we didn't dare to look closer... to go there to see if it really was open.


The other noises that we heard I won't describe them because they just mean that there is something... well... someone. At 10pm we went home. It was enough. Actually it wasn't but I was staying at my cousin home and we had to go back. On the road we talked about the haunted house and we realized something. I did. I remembered again the light of the moon on the door... but there was a little problem. The moon was behind the house and that light couldn't have been from the moon. It was impossible. And I remember I said it so natural "It's nothing. It's just the light of the moon." And it seemed so natural... until I realized where was the moon actually. 


It still calls us... someway or another.

TVD - Chapter 3 - Part 2

“Let’s go, Elena. Not because my brother says so, but because there’s nothing we can do about him.”

“Stefan…” She whispered.

Elena cried and cried when they got in the car and they headed back for Mystic Falls. Bonnie had called her, but she couldn’t speak with her, so Damon had to explain.

“She’s not crying because of me, Bonnie.”

“Then because of whom?”

“Stefan. He’s changed. And you can hear his change from here.” He meant Elena’s tears.

“Damon, can you help her somehow?”

“We can return faster home. But I don’t think she’ll let me comfort her somehow. Because she doesn’t see anyone right now apart from Stefan.”

“I should’ve been there for her.” Bonnie said.

“It’s better that you aren’t. Trust me. You don’t want to see her like this.”

“Damon I think she should sleep for a while.”

“Yeah. Tell me about it.”

“No, I mean, put her on the phone and maybe I can cast a little spell to calm her down.”

“Ok. Elena, Bonnie wants to say something.”

Bonnie whispered some Latin words and there was her friend, she stopped crying, she fell asleep in Damon’s car.

“Elena, you look so beautiful when you’re sleeping. Actually, you always look so beautiful.” Damon told her. “Why did I help you at all to find Stefan? I should’ve known that you’d go after him, and you’ll get hurt because he is not anymore the Stefan you knew. But anyway, you’d go after him even if you had to go alone. I guess that’s why I came along. So that you wouldn’t be alone. I love you, Elena.”

In the next morning they arrived home and Elena woke up.

“Where are we?”

“In Mystic Falls. Bonnie is here to pick you up.”

“I left my car at your house, Damon. I don’t need to be picked up. I can drive myself.”

“You can’t Elena.” Bonnie said.

“I want to go alone.”

“Why are you trying to be strong? Why do you put these barriers around you?” Damon asked.

“I had a good teacher, didn’t I?”

“You can’t be blame me for this.”

“She’s hurt Damon. And you’re the brother of who hurt Elena.” Bonnie said.

“Yeah, I know, I’m always the other one.” Damon smiled, but Elena could see he was hurt. What she had done? Why was she so selfish? She though only about her feelings and Damon’s been there for here. Always. He’d even give his life for her.

“I’m sorry Damon. I’ll go with Bonnie.” She said at last and went forward to the car.

“That was strange.” Bonnie said.

“I know.” Damon replied surprised at what Elena had said. “I’ll drive her car back home a few hours later. It’s that ok?”

“Yes. Thank you, Damon, for taking care of her.”

A few hours later Bonnie and Damon went to Elena’s house.

“Elena, we have a great idea!”

“Actually it was my idea.” Damon said.

“Whatever.” Bonnie told him. “I can make a spell. Damon’s soul can get into Stefan’s body, and vice versa. Damon won’t have problems pretending to be a bad Stefan, and Stefan in Damon’s body could explain the real situation. What do you think?”

“Oh, Bonnie it’s a wonderful idea! What do we need for the spell?”

“Well, things belonging to Stefan and Damon. But we already got these. And some candles. And a book which I already have.”

“Ok, I’ll go find some candles.”

“We need them in different colors.”

“I’ll find some.”

Bonnie arranged the candles in a circle and put Damon’s and Stefan’s things in a bowl full of a bunny’s blood. She read some words in Latin and after she’d finished, Damon’s body began to shake.

“What’s happening? Is this normal, Bonnie?”

“Yes. I think so. This is when the transfer should occur.”

TVD - Chapter 3 - Part 1

Even if you don’t believe it, the journey of our favorite “almost couple” didn’t had any hot scenes, because Elena kept her head on the ground and as they were closing to Bridgeport she kept thinking about Stefan and only Stefan.

“Have you thought what are you going to tell him when we get there?” Damon asked.

“Yes. I want to know how things stand.”

“And how do you think they stand, Elena?”

“I don’t know. That’s why we’re finding him. I need answers.”

“You said you need me.”

“You know Damon what I meant then.”

“I don’t know. Tell me, Elena, what did you mean?”

“I meant that you’re my friend and that I really needed you on this journey and I’m grateful, Damon, for what you did for me.”

“What I did? I killed Jeremy, I killed Vicky, I hurt Bonnie in the past. What I did for you, Elena?”

“You sacrificed yourself for me. Like a few days ago… like when I and…”

“Stefan are together?” Damon continued. “Why do you believe I should sacrifice myself then when you have Stefan by your side?”

“Damon, you know what I mean. This journey must be hard for you.”

“Actually I’m enjoying it. After all, I am alone with you.” He smiled one of his killer smiles.

After a while he had to stop the car. In front of them was a figure.  Elena didn’t even think about it. She came out of the car without thinking and she hugged the man. Damon was shouting that she should be careful, but he knew too. They knew the man who appeared from nowhere was Stefan.

“Stefan, my love! I’ve missed you so much!” Elena cried.

He remained still, he didn’t hugged her back, he just stared in front. He stared at the car, or who knows if he actually was seeing something.

“Stefan? Talk to me, Stefan!”

“You and Damon should head back to Mystic Falls. You have nothing to do here, for the moment.” Stefan said harshly.

“And why we should do that?” Damon asked before Elena could say something.

“Because these lands are dangerous.”

“And you’ll let Elena get hurt?”

“Never! That’s why I’m telling you to leave. Now everything’s changed.”

“Stefan, why don’t you look at me?” Elena asked through the tears.

He just smiled and looked at Damon and made a sign with his hand that Damon should leave with Elena.

“Do you trust me little brother?”

“With what?”

“To be alone with her? You know, if you’re out of the picture I might actually do things.”

“Do whatever you want.” Stefan said. “But don’t touch Elena!”

“So you still care. Why don’t you return?”

“Damon, things got complicated. You should be happy. We don’t owe each other anything anymore.”

“C’mon Stefan. We’re not talking about us. We’re talking about Elena, here. Don’t you have anything to say about it?”

“No.” Stefan said calmly.

“Stefan what’s happening? You know you can trust me.” Elena said.

“Not much. I’m bad now as you can see. Oh, and I enjoy it.”

“Have you killed anyone?”

“Yes, Elena. I have. What’s that look on your face, Damon? Didn’t you wanted me to come to the dark side? Now, we’re brothers. You can be proud.”

“Elena, I think we should go.” Damon said.

“I’m not going anywhere! Can’t you see what they’ve done to him?”

“I think they done a beautiful job. Now I can embrace my nature. Finally.”

“Stefan, you talk like the old Damon, just a little exaggerated. We know it’s not you who’s talking.”

“Then who is it? Me?” Klaus asked coming from behind Stefan.

“You could’ve compelled him.” Damon said.

“And where would all the fun remain?” Klaus laughed. “Think whatever you want, but Stefan is free like a bird.”

“In a cage?” Damon challenged him.

“That’s why you end up dying, Damon. Even if you’re his older brother, Stefan is smarter than you. He doesn’t say stupid things that are crossing his mind.”

“Leave, Elena.” Stefan said.

TVD - Chapter 2 - Part 1

The Vampire Diaries Chapter 2. This chapter will be about Elena and Damon's journey. I won't write all the chapters about them... it's just that I'm a little obsessed right now. But I promise that Chapter 4 will be a total surprise for everyone.

They drove all night. Elena fell asleep for a while. Damon was looking at her bare skin, such a beautiful face she had. And she looked like an angel when she was asleep. She looked like she was his. But Damon knew Elena belonged to Stefan. But maybe one day that will change. Maybe he’ll change that himself. After an hour or so Elena woke up.

“Where are we?” She asked.

“Not as far as you’d like to be. We’ll stop here for a while. Is a bar where I have some friends. Oh, and we’re out of town so that you know.”

“I don’t think I like your friends too much.”

“Don’t worry Elena, you’re with me? Remember?” He smiled his killer smile for a few seconds then returned to his grim face but always handsome.

Damon talked to some of his friends, had a few drinks and found out that was the bar where Mason had turned into a werewolf.

“His, friend, Katherine, compelled one of his best friends to challenge him and fight till death.” A vampire said.

“Such a good friend he had.” Damon replied smiling his ironic smile.

“Yeah, and then she came and pretended that she was there to help him.”

“So Katherine all she wanted from the beginning was to have a werewolf for Klaus. Or for her. It doesn’t matter at all. That’s Katherine.”

“Yeah, I guess so.” The vampire replied. “She got me with her lies for a time too.”

“Who hasn’t she got, I wonder?”

Later Damon and Elena went to a hotel to sleep for a few hours and to have a bath. They took only a room due to lack of money from Damon.

He took a long shower and then appeared in front of Elena with a towel.

“You look…” She started.

“Gorgeous? Extremely beautiful? Handsome?”

“Funny” Laughed Elena. “I think you drank too much.”

“I feel fine. And it’s ok if you don’t want to admit this attraction between us. I can live with that.”

“Damon, what attraction? You know I love Stefan.”

“Oh, I’m sure you do, but that doesn’t mean you can’t be attracted to someone else too.”

“Damon, you know I’m not like that.”

“All I know is that we have strong chemistry. Can’t you feel it Elena? You really can’t feel it?”

“Damon, please stop. Just get dressed.”

“In front of you?” He gave her one of his killer’s smile. “Ok, if you want it.”

“No, Damon! Wait until I get to the bathroom.”

“And then I come too?”

“No! Damon, please stop it!”

“Fine. But you’re still remaining my princess of darkness.” He said it in a lower voice.

“What did you say?”

“Nothing… just nothing.”

But Elena had heard. And she was sorry, she was sorry that she couldn’t feel the same for him. Damon was a good person despite all his sins, all his hatred. And he loved her, only her, not Katherine, not other girl that he’d been with. Elena sometimes felt that the love Damon felt was stronger than the love Stefan felt. But she knew that couldn’t be right. Stefan was just less dangerous, less impulsive and he loved her as much as Damon did, or maybe more. But Damon had sacrificed so much for her. He’d live to see her and Stefan getting along. He’d seen them hug, kiss. If roles where changed someday, and Elena would love Damon, would be Stefan so comprehensive about them?

Elena had a bath and when she returned to the room Damon was lying on the floor.

“Damon! Wake up! What happened? Damon!?” She was screaming.

But Damon didn’t wake up. And then a couple of vampires entered the room and kidnapped her and the gorgeous Damon. After they hit her in the head with something, Elena lied unconscious for a few hours in a cave tied up and in front of Damon.

“Elena. Elena, are you ok?”

“I think so. Where are we?”

“In a cave. I don’t know. I’m sorry Elena. I failed to protect you.”

“You wanted to stop by a bar where your <<dear friends>> were.”

“I stopped at the bar because I had to find out something about Katherine. I’ll tell you later. Now, we need to escape.”

“Damon, they’re coming.”

“What do we have here? Friends of Klaus.” Damon said harshly.

“Yes. He asked us to check on you.” A vampire said.

“How considerate of him. I wonder, what’s his plan this time?”

“No plan. He knows already that you’re trying to find Stefan. But better back off.”

TVD - Chapter 1 - Part 3

The last part from Chapter 1.

“What do I do now?” She asked herself.

“Who’re you talking to?” Matt said.

“Matt… I was talking to myself.”

“Why? Something has happened?”

“No. Nothing new… Matt, how are you?”

“I’m fine.”

“Matt, do you think, it’s anything possible between us in the future?”

“I don’t know. I don’t think I’ll be used to the fact that you’re a vampire soon.”

“But you know this for a longer time now.”

“Yes, Caroline but it’s just that you’re not anymore who I used to know.”

“I haven’t changed at all Matt.”

“Maybe that’s the problem. Remember your last jealousy crisis? Remember that you said things will work out and then they didn’t?”

“Yes. You’re right. Maybe we are just not destined to be. I feel like Elena now. I mean in the way I’m talking with all these premonitions.”

“Yeah. Well, I gotta go.”

“Ok, Matt… see you.”

“See you.”

 The night came quickly. Elena assured herself that no one was in the house when she left. She was heading toward Damon’s house, well actually the Salvatore brothers’ house. But, no, now was her house. Stefan had passed the property on her name. And what good did it made now? Everything felt useless. She rang the bell and saw the surprise in Damon’s face.

“What did I do now?”

“Nothing. What?”

“Oh, come on, Elena you don’t come to see me just like that. And less at this hour.”

“Well, Damon, I have to ask you. Would you do something for me?”

“I would do anything for you, Elena. Anything!”

“I found Stefan. Well, actually, Bonnie did; with a spell.”

“And you want me to help you go there.”

“Yes.”

“Like just me?”

“Yes, Damon.”

“Have you lost your mind or something? Do I have to remind you that it’s not such a good idea to travel alone with a vampire?”

“I trust you. And besides I can’t take anyone else with us.”

“Why?”

“Well if Klaus decides to return here when we are gone, Bonnie is the one who can protect this town. And Caroline can help her too. And Tyler too. And maybe even Sheriff Forbes can do something about it now. You see, I need all of them to stay here. But you and I can go and rescue Stefan.”

“If there’s anything to rescue about him.”

“Damon!”

“Ok. Well go. When do you want to leave?”

“Like… now?”

“Now? At this hour?”

“Yes, Damon, if we lose time we’ll lose Stefan. He’s not going to stay in Bridgeport Town forever!”

“Where? You know how far is that?”

“That’s why I want to leave now.”

“Nobody knows about you leaving, right?”

“They’ll find out soon enough if we don’t leave.”

“Fine, Elena, but remember it’s your risk.”

“I know. Let’s go. Choose a car, yours or mine, it doesn’t matter. Let’s go now.”

TVD - Chapter 1 - Part 2

So that you know. These are mine, and yes it's based on the show, and yes, I'm team Damon, but in Chapter 3 I'll write about Stefan too, and I want to make this chapters like mini episodes. I'm not an expert, writing is my hobby and if you don't like how I continued the story don't read it.

“Oh, come on, Damon! Stefan, wouldn’t do that!”

“Elena, listen to me. He’s changed, and if he comes back, I’m afraid you won’t find anything << sweet Stefan>> about him. I convinced Katherine to tell me some things… and well, she said Klaus made Stefan to drink a lot of human blood until his vampire instincts were completely awake and he would go for a kill. Elena, Klaus wants to turn him on his side, and he’s a got a plan with that…” Damon stopped when he saw that Elena cried. Actually, he felt it for a while, but he had to make her understand a few things, even if they were bad and painful. And he didn’t want her to suffer. He suddenly began to breathe faster, because he didn’t know how to comfort her, he knew that Stefan was the only one able to do that. She loved Stefan. And he knew that very well and although he loved her, he couldn’t do much. He was useless. As Elena looked at him, he tried to control himself and touched her face.

“Elena, Elena, listen to me. We will find him, and whatever he promised Klaus we will free him from that promise and everything will be fine.”

“I think you should leave.”

“What!? What did I do? What did I say?”

“Nothing, Damon, it’s just that I have some things to think about.”

“Ok, I’ll leave but only if you promise me you won’t cry anymore.”

“I… promise.” She said, but Damon knew that was a total lie.

After he left Elena went to her bedroom and looked on herself on the mirror.

“I have to be strong, and I have to stop showing every feeling. I am strong and I can get over this. Then I will be with Stefan again and everything will be just fine. No, it will more than fine, it’ll be perfect.”

“Elena, who are you talking to?” Jeremy asked as he had got upstairs.

“No one. Are you back home?”

“Yes.”

“How was your day?”

“Fine. I was at Tyler’s. We had a chat together. Then Caroline showed up later.”

“Jeremy are you sure nothing’s wrong with you?”

“Yes. Just that I’m having these dreams. Well, they seem pretty real, but they should be dreams.”

“What did you dream of?”

“Who, it’s well said. Vicky and Anna. I know they’re dead and I loved them both… but one night I heard some noises downstairs. I went to check it out, and there they were, one on the left side of the couch, and the other on the right side. I was surprised and I talked to them but they never said a word.”

“Jeremy, you know it’s very serious if that wasn’t just a dream.”

“I know Elena. Just spare me the speech. I’ll go to my room.”

“Jeremy, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to upset you.”

“It’s ok. We’ve been through enough. Just don’t tell this to Bonnie, ok? She’ll get worried.”

“I won’t tell her. I promise.”

The next day came as flying. Elena caught herself in the kitchen asking Jenna to hand her over the sugar bowl.

“I’m sorry, Jeremy, I didn’t want to say this. I’m just… not used to not having her… you know?”

“Yes, Elena. I know it’s hard. But we’ll have to deal with it whether we want it or not.”

“Yeah, I guess so. Someone’s at the door. Who could visit so early?”

“Don’t worry Elena, I’ll go get the door. Oh, hi, Bonnie. How are you?”

“Jeremy. I’m fine, thank you. Did you sleep well?”

“Yeah, sure. Wanna come in?”

“Yes. Is Elena home?”

“Sure. She’s in the kitchen. We were having breakfast.”

“Actually I came to see you.”

“Ok, but why I don’t like how that it sounds?”

“Jeremy, I read something in the book and it’s said that our revival spell has some secondary effects. Did you feel any different?”

“No, I mean at first I felt a little awkward that I died and then I was brought back to life, but everything is fine.”

“Ok, but Jeremy, you’ll tell me if anything’s wrong, won’t you?”

“I will Bonnie.” And he gave her a smile, he tried to make it natural, but at some point, Bonnie saw that was a fake smile. But she just thought he can’t be too happy now that Jenna’s gone.

“Bonnie, do you want to have breakfast with us?”

“Sure, Jeremy.” She smiled and agreed.

“Bonnie, how are you?” Elena asked.

“I’m fine. And you, Elena, how do you feel?”

“I’ll be ok. Look, Bonnie, do you think you could cast a localization spell?”

“No, Elena, I can’t.”

“Why not? Come on, Bonnie, please!”

“No, Elena. I know you want to find him, but he’s dangerous. And he might be far from here.”

“Bonnie, please try to understand. I need to know at least where he is. I know he is dangerous, I know because Klaus is bad, and somehow we’ll have to kill him.”

“Well, I’m not going to cast this spell so that you would go after Stefan.”

“But, Bonnie what if in Stefan’s place was Jeremy? Wouldn’t you make a localization spell?”

“Yes, Elena, but Jeremy is not a vampire so the situation changes.”

“Nothing changes! Please, Bonnie.”

“Fine, but you won’t go alone after him.”

“Ok. Thank you!”

After breakfast Bonnie casted the localization spell and they found out that Stefan is somewhere in Bridgeport Town which is on the north-east coast of California. Yes, it was like 10 cities distance from Elena, but now she knew where her Stefan was. He was still hers, right?

Back to Tyler’s mansion Caroline came today to visit him.

“Hi, Mrs. Lockwood. Is Tyler home?”

“Of course, Caroline. Come in. He’s in his room. I’m so glad he came back home.”

“Yeah, me too. Can I go…?”

“Of course. There is no problem. You can go to his room.” Tyler’s mother said.

Knock, knock.

“Mom, I don’t want to see anyone. I told you!”

“Tyler, I’m not your mom. Can I come in?” Caroline said as she opened the door a little.

“Sure, Caroline. Sorry, I thought you were…”

“It’s ok. I understand.”

“I’m glad to see you.”

Caroline just smiled.

“Something happened?” He asked her.

“You know… about Jenna. She wasn’t supposed to be that night there… and neither was she supposed to be a vampire. I feel guilty that we were the ones that had to die… and in change of our lives we gave others’…”

“Caroline, you know it’s not our fault. And even if Jenna and Jules could have escaped, Klaus would’ve killed someone else. And maybe it could be worse than this.”

“Yes, Tyler but… still…”

The werewolf took her in his arms and then got closer to her face.

“You’re so beautiful, Caroline.”

“Tyler, don’t…”

He made a step back.

“You want to know why I left?”

“Because you became a werewolf and things got complicated?”

“No, Caroline. I left because of you. Because I felt that you betrayed me, and I just couldn’t stand you and Matt anymore.”

“Tyler, you mean…”

“Yes. I love you, Caroline.”

“I… don’t know what to say.”

“Just go. I want to be alone.”

“But, Tyler…”

“Go. Think about this and then let me know when you have an answer.”

 Caroline just left without saying another word. She was surprised by the news, but somewhere in her heart she knew the truth for a long time now.

The last person on earth

Today it rained a lot. Rain reminds me of sad days. The sky was so dark, unclear and the wind whispering rain drops felt like it was almost hitting me. And I wanted to stay outside in the wet weather and feel the cold water. But I didn't do it. I always liked rain and at the same time I hated it. Strange feelings came in my mind.

I am wandering in this world now, and it's only me. Yes, I'm the only person left of this planet! Have you ever thought of that? Never crossed my mind, just hundreds of times! What I would do first? I would try to contact anyone. See if that's actually true. I'll open my computer and I will log on in every possible site that I know of and try to find someone. If I don't get an answer, I'll run in the streets and scream "Can anybody hear me?". But nobody will hear me after all. Then, I'll go to friends' houses, and see if they are there, but of course, they won't be.

Am I going insane? No, I'm just alone. I can do whatever I want. I can visit every country. I can own thousand cars, houses, hotels, cities, everything now is mine. I can even eat free whatever and whenever I want. Isn't now boring? No, not at all. But I'm still thinking about finding someone else. But what if I won't like that "someone"? Maybe for the moment, it's better not to find anyone at all.

I keep wandering the streets, eating ice-cream, running free and I am heading to the pet-shop! How come I didn't think of this before? I want a dog to accompany me in this journey. I don't want to be alone!

P.S. Did you ever think of being the last person in this world? Wouldn't it be fun? At least until you get insane :)