The ones who don't love

"Without you there is no beauty."

Lie!

The worst feeling that one can get is to believe he/she is happy without his last love or any love, but I said
last" because well you've just forgotten it, whichever that is.. And I say "worst thing" because having such power at hand means never falling in love again. And not because you're hurt, but because you realize you're better off without anyone by your side. Of course, you have a gf/bf for a time, but you'll never love her/him, you finally have the world at your feet and that is devastating, my friend.

Power is the biggest challenge of all. You can't control it. You can't run from it. You like it too much already. And this feeling will make you feel as empty as an abyss. You have this power, but there is no one with whom you can share it. And what is a kingdom without its queen and king together? Emptiness...

You may think this is kind of sad, but come on, it never happened to you to be in love for a time, and then just forget it all and never to be able to feel that again? It never happened to feel the logical arguments how they enter your mind and soul? You never felt you're above all, you can't be misled anymore, you can't be in love because you are at a higher level. And this level is empty. 

There are rare cases when the heart listens to the brain, but when it does, it means no one that you know is good enough for your soul. No one can keep you entertained and still be themselves around you. Maybe the world bores you today, and no one can make the feeling go away. Maybe it was just one love that you wish you had. And now that you're over it, there is no such thing to make you feel again.

You aren't numb. You can laugh, be whoever you want to be, but you aren't able to give attention, at least for a long period of time to someone. I don't know if they deserve it or not, but as long as you don't want them what does it matter anyway?

God, it's so good to be free, and so damn scary not to love anyone! But you won't give up this condition soon because freedom was all you wanted... was all they wanted... now you have it. Enjoy! ^_^

Perfection

First of all, happy Easter to all, wherever you're from!




What if I ever tell you I discovered perfection? Would you believe me? Would you say it's just another beautiful lie? But what if I had proof? What if I were to say that your life is perfect?

Today is raining and you wanted to go out with your friends. Another lost day, you may think. But, you really want to feel the wind and the outside world. You get the umbrella and go with your best friend. The rain stops slowly and you're so happy. You begin to take pictures of the kind of sad nature and you feel so filled with life! Convinced the sun will rise once again, you take a long walk with your friend. After a half an hour suddenly begins to rain heavily. Your umbrella doesn't serve you anymore, and you're like *poker face*. Your friend starts laughing as the rain pours from the sky like a mad river and you both start running back home and you think in your mind: another wonderful day. Yes, I agree, this is perfection.

Today you need to go to school. You have no interest in that. It was hard to wake up early in the morning and you're almost sleeping at your first class. A random person sends you a random message telling you that he hid the body and what should he do now. You know this joke for quite a time and it just bores you more. You decide yet to reply and you tell this person that the plan is perfect and he can go home and rest, considering the fact you can't. Oh, such pessimism! Finally, the bell rings and you're happy to relax a bit. You decide to go out with your friends, but when you're on the hall you trip over some old books and you fall. Everyone starts laughing and you're like *Oh, no! God, tell me this didn't happen*. And as you are in your agony, your crush comes and gives you a hand. He/She is laughing too, of course, but in a sweet way that makes you blush and feel even more embarrassed. But, the whole day is enlightened by his/her touch. And even you find the courage to get out from the classroom. Hey, stranger, this was a perfect day!

This is kind of personal. Today, like in the most past days you're obsessed with your favorite band. They will soon release a new album and you simply can't wait. You begin to make a collage with their pictures which kind of takes you more than an hour. You listen to their old songs, to the ones that captivated you from the start, to the ones that didn't, you begin to like things you didn't like about them. You decide you don't have enough pictures so you start searching. Suddenly an idea gets you and you discover the songs of their album earlier!!!! You're like *Brb. I'm going to faint....... Ok, I'm good now*. This was one of my perfect days. I hope it will be yours too, when you find something you really fancy.

P.S.  As you may have listened to the song, and actually heard the lyrics, you should now that you don't need to be saved by nobody. You have enough power to overcome a lot of things. I'm not saying don't ask for help, but don't expect anyone to go through your problems in your place. You are powerful enough to do that on your own. And if someone disappoints you, don't expect them to come back. Even if they do, they probably don't deserve your forgiveness. (I'm talking here about extreme cases, so please don't over-think this.) And if you disappoint, and you want to be saved, remember that you need first to stand up on your own to make the other person see that you actually improved and are ready for a new chapter. I won't say more, because I'm entering in another territory.

Wish you a perfect day, in the way that you understand perfection!

Music is my soul

"I don't know you... but it's alright..." *singing*






You, like almost people in the world have a band or a singer that you like their songs so much you could listen forever to them and never get bored. You know that feeling when you're listening to their new album or single, that feeling of joy and euphoria and fury because you want more and more songs from them.

My favorite band is The Ramus. They're from Finland and I've got to admit that northern bands have something unique in their music. I'm not saying other don't have, but there's a high chance of finding a special band from the North. 

It happens at night when I can't sleep, when I can't stop thinking about the next day or other things to want music. And with the right songs I fall asleep in a few minutes. I hate that I never remember what was the last song I listened to. Anyway, from the millions of songs, I know I'm waiting for some that are special.

And when I have nothing to do, I can't find myself, or I don't know what to write about I know that music will always get me on the right track. And I have a strong connection with the sounds and when I find my soul in the lyrics then I really like that song! 

Because I can't help it I'm going to link to The Rasmus' latest hit: I'm a mess. Their newest album is going to be released on 18 April. OMG! Just 5 more days and I can't wait!

Now, ignoring my obsession for this band, I'm going to post a song I discovered recently. She's the favorite singer of Lauri Ylonen, lead singer of The Rasmus, but don't mind me. I don't like her because she's his favorite, but because this song in particular gives me an interesting feeling.









The lyrics are written by Bjork and I'm glad that someone finally agrees with me: " I have seen water, it's water, that's all..." It's not like I wouldn't want to see Niagara Falls, but I hate to know the names of a thousand rivers at geography. Come on, it's just water! Anyway I don't fancy the song because of this part but it has something cosmic, a feeling of peace, but of sadness, a feeling of knowing it all and yet knowing nothing.