Smartphones

Did you ever want a phone that is not just a simple one? You might dream of HTC, Motorola, Samsung, Sony Ericsson or even Iphone. You may want a 1 Ghz processor, or maybe you want a dual core, who knows? You might dream of some HD video camera on that phone and maybe some cool effects.

Before buying one, you should first check forums for common issues. If the price of your desired phone lowers very much than you should not be thankful, but cautious. Probably there is a strong reason and it's not because the producers wants everyone to buy it. My guess would be that the phone has some serious problems and you can be 7 in 10 people who can experience it. 

I am writing this, because well I heart about 2 phones in particular that have some serious problems. One of them is Sony Ericsson Vivaz which I heard makes calls by himself and there is no locking screen when you have a conversation. But that you will have to figure for yourself, I didn't have the phone, so I can't actually say it's a bad product.

                                      

The second phone is HTC Desire S, which I personally bought, and after two months of using my motherboard crashed. I was downloading a few programs at the same time, and it froze a few times, I removed the battery, and it never started again. One thing will be that you should never remove the battery. Another thing is that you're the risk to have this phone in service a lot of times. Other users experienced the same problems. 

It's your choice. Maybe your new phone will work excellent, but I guess you'll need some luck for that.

Vampire Diaries Season 3 - Opinions

Despite the fact I cried almost at all the episodes from this season I will cry at the end too, as Elena promised us a tragic ending.

I am displeased with the series. I wanted more episodes. I need at leas two for week to survive. I love their life. Although it's tough and there are a lot of sacrifices to be made, it's very interesting. This break they had for an entire month almost got me killed. And I don't expect the episode that's coming, because it's about the past. The past stays in the past, I want to know what will Elena and Damon do in the future.

We all got the point Damon was a bad boy for a long time, and Stefan had the ripper soul for a time too, but now I want to meet with their present life. I want to know how the tension between Elena and Damon will get, I need the consequences for their first real kiss!!!! And I need them to be close to reality, because as we all noticed there's a strong chemistry between her and the Prince of Darkness. 

Stefan is cool when he is bad, but if he becomes good again and will be with Elena, AGAIN, god that will be boring as hell (expect for the part that hell is not boring, but let's suppose it is). Their relationship is uninteresting because Stefan doesn't do anything. He just loves her and saves her. Damon's got charm and I like his spirit of adventure. Stefan is just numb, like a broken statue that sometimes moves mechanically. This season he had a better image though.

At first, I didn't like him, but how could I resist such a bad boy that loves and hates his family at the same time, that would kill everyone and yet you wouldn't know if he'd cry after or not. It's about Klaus. His personality convinced me he can make a good appearance for the story. His love for Caroline is also interesting. Until now we all liked Tyler for her, but now I'm starting to have doubts. They make such a hot love triangle! I love vampires with power, and Klaus got a lot! Although he becomes kind of soft lately, showing his human side, shows us that no vampire, not even Damon can resist the human's emotions and character. 

His brother, Elijah is a good friend for everyone. He looks like he has a stone instead of a head, but his emotions and thinking shows us he is not stupid. And here's a strong point for him: he's not a fool, like Klaus who didn't have any ideas about his mother's plans. Elijah suspected in his own way that things are not in a good place. I suppose he will eventually fade away, and in season 4 will be again with the main characters, without the originals. Maybe Klaus will stick around. 

Now, moving further, who I think would've had a great appearance is Kol. Although he has few lines to say, I can see that strong personality and stubbornness behind those wild eyes. He likes to have fun, and a lot! Like Damon used to. I believe he would make a strong rival. But looks like he seems without much power in the series although he is an original.

Rebekah is my favorite blonde! Caroline's sweet too, but Rebekah's bad, sexy, stubborn and sometimes it feels like she doesn't have a conscience. I like the wildness in her heart and this powerful will of having her family around and killing Elena, who let's face it: she is responsible for everything bad that is happening. But I will forgive her because she's beautiful and has a strong charming connection with Damon. Rebekah has some link with Damon, too, but in a way that doesn't involve serious relationships, thank god.

I know I talked a lot about the originals, but there is nothing interesting here despite them and well the bond between Elena and Damon. I'm not waiting for the finale, because I don't want it to end. It's too good to wait another summer for just an episode a week. I need MORE.

Here's an interesting link to a very good Delena story. It's not made by me, but if you like them, you'll fall in love with this little part of the unknown love of Elena and Damon.
http://ladysybilla.com/official-blog/tag/ian-somerhalder/  - Enjoy

Things are changing

Today I'm going to write about some strange things. For example, this year I've lost a lot of people. Or at least it feels like it. Another example is that this is my last year of high school.


So let's start with the losing of friends. It's not like I did something bad, or they did, but it just felt that our lives are no longer connected, not even from far away. It isn't an easy decision going further, but it's the only option I got. I wanted a tranquil year, and I didn't get it. Exactly the opposite. At least I had things to think about. Although, sometimes it feels better not to think about anything.


I wish I could turn back time to revive the moments again and again until I get bored, because I like life. Despite my tendencies of going for the pessimistic way, and the devil's side, I LOVE life! I like the bad parts too, and I adore when I can go through them totally numb, like I would be just a stander-by, like it wouldn't be my life, it would be someone else's and I would just look and see the facts on every side. 


As I like people (some people at least) I like to evaluate things, and because I have imagination I can create stories for them all. Sometimes I do that for me and I wonder what if I would've chosen differently? I am pleased with my every decision though. It helped me understand life as it is: not a fairy tale, not hell, not heaven, and definitely not for me. Well, looks like I understood what life is not. Sorry for the confusion. But I'm not disappointed with anything. Maybe just with things that are ending, because new beginnings await and I am afraid I won't be able to get used with them.

Welcome to Hell

I'm not good at writing about good things. It's not because they're not happening in my life, but I just can't express my beautiful scenarios of the world. Maybe because the world isn't beautiful with humans in it. I guess that's why almost everyone goes to hell. They deserve it. 

My dear, friend, welcome to hell! Here you will find everything you need: lust for your body, suffering for your soul, broken hearts (enjoy that you're also allowed to break other hearts), mind numbing, and a lot of opportunities lost. Even though there are a few disadvantages, I'm sure you'll like it here very much. You know what makes me so sure? The hatred in your heart. You can't deny it. You can't deny your desire to make right in your life, even if that means stepping on other people.

Here, in this "paradise" no one condemns you. You are free! Finally free! What are you waiting for? Enjoy the dust you were made of! But wait! That's not everything. You also get to have wings. You can be beautiful, you can sleep all you want, you can have everything you desire. You just have to do a little thing for someone. You need to understand the devil, as he understands you when you're crying, when you're laughing. He knows your deepest secrets. It's time to know his. Yeah, I guess this is the hardest part, but will you fight?

You're still saying it's not worth fighting for? Then what is it worth? Who do you want to be? Yourself or somebody else? Do you want to have power or you want to be a nobody? You have to make a difference. But you can't, because you're just like everyone else: mean. And if you're still good, you won't be for long. Say I'm wrong. Say it with all your heart. 

... I still can't hear you.


... Not even now.


... Guess what? You've been accepted to hell! Go on and celebrate!

The end of the beginning

Well, I might be drunk... a little more than I want to admit and well.. I just discovered some things. Happy new year first !!!


I hope you're all felling happy in 2012 cause I'm not. I'm having fun right now but something is really missing. Maybe I'm insane, maybe I'm not at the right place, maybe I'm just drunk, but I feel alone. Just humans living on this planet, and it's kind of boring.


I spent the night at some friend's house and I went to the ghost house. I waited for them and nothing happened... Ghosts really don't exist or I was just expecting them too much? If until today was really just my imagination then I'm really doomed. I don't want to be alone. I want to be along some things that understand me. I think ghosts would do that. And if they don't I'd like them to exist. Now it's like 4 am in my country and I'm really depressed because nothing happened at the ghost house. God help me. Or the devil. I don't care. I just want ghost to exist. Is it really that hard !?


I want to know I'm not insane, I want to know I haven't imagined things, but who knows if I really did or not? Happy new year to all and sorry for this sad post...

Darkness within

I think I discovered darkness. It has no face, but desire. It has no language at all, it's all in the deepest of your heart. It's no use to say "no", it's no use to say "yes" it simply stands there before you and it has no conscience. 


Darkness has no color, no end, no beginning. It doesn't embrace you, though. You embrace it with all your soul. You can chose this path, you can fool yourself it's not you who's deciding, but then, wouldn't you be a little childish? If it's not you who's making decision. who is then? Don't tell me it's God nor the Devil. Don't tell me it's your friend.


This darkness brings happiness and it fills your heart. I'm sure anyone experienced this at least one time in their lives. I guess it took me long enough to realize it's about dark, it took me long to figure it out I was the one who made the choices. It's like I would listen to my dark angel, not the one sent by God. And I want to let you know he doesn't want me to fail, he wants to see me up high with my dreams fulfilled. You may say I'm crazy, you may say I'm a satanist, but you know it's not true. You've experienced this before, even if not at the same intensity.


As I was saying, I discovered darkness, but I don't wish people to suffer. At least not all the people :) 






Happy Holidays!

Wanting the impossible

It's not about love, it's not about envy, not even about hatred, it's all just about wanting one cannot have, the impossible. It attracts you to the dark side, to doing immoral things, who knows...


You find yourself today saying that you have everything you want, but still, you want more. You're curious why? First, because it's exciting, second because it's challenging, and third because, well, you don't have something and wouldn't be such a bad idea to have it. 


The impossible wants you to have it so badly, why refuse the opportunity, the fight of having it all, of reaching perfection? But we both know that there is no such thing as perfection. Want to seek for it? Be my guest, but do not say you were not warned that it's an interminable road with no destination. Has anyone achieved the perfect life? If so, I'd like to know that story.


Dreams... what are dreams for? They help you set goals, but after you achieved those, you will dream more. And those dreams are deceiving, they make you believe you have to fight for them, but if you do, you'll lose it all. Let me give you an example so you can understand better what I'm saying. Let's say you have a successful career. You're an architect, but you've discovered recently that writing is one of your hidden talents. You start writing novels and give up your current job. No one acclaims you for your work pieces because there are a lot of people who write books and the society doesn't need you on this domain. You've just lost your perfect job because of a new dream, new desire. You need to separate these categories of dreams. 


It's your choice in the end, your risk, but time and life do not forgive.